TOO EARLY IN THE MORNING

TOO EARLY IN THE MORNING 20/07/07 3.15AM

Automatically, I wake up at 3.00am. Wish to sleep again but cant fall into sleep anymore. Find something to do.

Ok, online lah!

Connect to internet.

FAIL !!!! Disaster!!

My other housemate using it . Sweat. Sien , find other entertainment . Ok , writing something .

Suddenly , my roommate awake without “ALERT”. Scared me. He sit at his bed, I wish to ask him:” Am I making noise to you?”. But I don’t . I think I not create such a noise . Ok, keep on what I’m doing.

Morning , its so quiet, silence. I like it. It give me a lot of space to think, probably not so noise when everybody is wake up. The wind blew cold, i took a long, deep breath , fresh.

Look from my windows, nothing to see but blocks of houses. Houses, that’s true now I live in a house. A place for me to take shelter, to sleep .

Home ?!

Far from here.

Home, the safer place for me. A’m I still mum’s baby? No. Home, is a place where all of us is being protected and protect. A place where your soul is well grow. Sometime, I saw me parents smile,I felt very happy. Just like an endless power source filling me up. Like an invisible hand help me stand up again when I’m in trouble. Home,is the base of our life. Whatever position you hold, home is your. Even you had neglect it, but it still support you, unconditionly.

Be nice to your family + your home =Be nice to yourself.

KEEP YOUR MIND EMPTY

KEEP YOUR MIND EMPTY

Long time ago, got an excellent professor, he’s very well-known in the field he is involving. A student who very admire him read almost all his books, article. The student try hard so that can interview with professor cuz he have many thing to ask, doubt to clear.

Finally he make it .

At the professor room, student be seated. The student proceed to tell the lecturer what he had read and comment about the theorem he teached, on and on.

After some time, he suggested the have a cup of tea. He performed the traditional tea ceremony while the student sat at attention, bowing when served, saying nothing. He began to pour tea into student’s cup. He pour until it full,and keep pouring. The tea ran out of the edge of the cup onto the table. He keep on pouring as the tea ran onto the floor. Finally, the student cant contain himself any longer. He shouted,” Stop !Stop pouring! The cup is full! No more will go in!”

The professor stopped and said,” Just like this cup , your mind is full with your own opinions and preconception. How can you learn anything unless you empty your MIND.”

Copied from “Dotcomology—Stone Evan”

It’s true. We, sometimes, is full with our own opinions , ego , self-defenses which lead us to refuse the fact. This may not happen only in learning but our communication skills also.

We always do the thing that we, ourself felt its right and good without concerning others feeling. Sometime, we even don’t realize that what we said and done hurt the people around us. When we realize, its too late.

Do care your loved feeling before doing something that is NOTHING TO YOU BUT, MAY EVERYTHING TO HE/SHE.

MUTUAL RESPECT is the key to keep our relationship longer.

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